I Smell A Rat – A Dirty Rat At That

Please watch this 10 minute press conference from April 3rd 2019

Listen carefully to the very wisely chosen words of Strelzin during the conference. Also take note of the body language of FBI Detective Phil Christiano, it looked like he was going to say something and then Strelzin started speaking and  Col. Wagner gave the Christiano the nod.

There was a small presence of NHSP and the FBI at the 92 Wild Ammonoosuc location on April 1st and 2cd. Locals reported that there was a black work trailer parked there as well as a van. It is my thought that the actual major excavation was done on April 2cd and the April 3rd event was nothing more than a Dog and Pony Show for the media frenzy. Who notified all the media, this was supposed to be a secret according to sources.

So they let all this media, the Murray family and the team as well as bystanders stay at the scene for about 3 or 4 hours before they instructed everyone they would have to leave the scene, this was at about 11:30 or 12:00,  go to the Courthouse where the press conference would be held at 3 pm and stage there. No questions asked.

So why did they let everyone stay there for so long and then the immediately take action to clear the scene.

From what I can see this was the plan all along, something that had been in the works since the information was given to the NHSP and the FBI on Dec 7th 2018.

According to the statement by Strelzin during the press conference it was indicated that they were sure that back in Dec. 2018 there was no credible evidence in the cellar, there was no evidence connected to this case and certainly no human remains and there was NO probable cause to do the search.

So……. after reviewing the evidence submitted by the team which included the 2 cadaver dog videos and handler reports as well as the complete and precise GPR Scan report done by a certified Forensic Anthropologist Strelzin was sure without a doubt that the scene would reveal nothing in relation to the Maura Murray case.

Time for a bit of background on the dogs acquired by the Murray team and used on Nov 25th 2018 and Dec. 1st 2018

The first dog used on Nov. 25th 2018 was the same one used in the Oxygen doc, The Disappearance of Maura Murray, a worldwide televised program. Deb Ash and her dog Eisen were featured in episode 5 of the documentary with Maggie Freleng and former Federal Marshall Art Roderick.

After handler Deb Ash and her cadaver dog Eisen had recovered the human remains hidden by Art and Maggie in the woods 1/4 mile away Art Roderick states…..

“Wow”…..”And in just a matter of 5 or 6 minutes”

Deb Ash is President and Training Officer @ Canine Alert Search Teams.  The company trains Police and Fire dogs for search and rescue of cadaver remains.

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^ ^ ^ ^ Start the above video at about 20 minutes to get to the Cadaver dog part. ^ ^ ^ ^

The second dog that was brought in on Dec 1st 2018 was certified, accredited and highly qualified in the search for human remains.

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Deb Ash and the 2cd handler (wishes to remain anonymous at this point) are also both members of International Police Working Dogs Assoc. and Search Dogs Northeast.


The NHSP and NH Fish and Game have the following credentials as far as search and rescue and cadaver recovery.

“The criminal justice system requires all Law Enforcement canines to be highly trained and certified in their respective fields of expertise. Law Enforcement canines must also be highly trained and certified to be able to hold weight in a criminal trial. Conservation Officers and their canines are certified through the United States Police Canine Association (USPCA). Their certifications include tracking, evidence detection, agility and obedience and fish & wildlife detection. Training is very intensive and conducted on regular basis to maintain an extremely high level of proficiency and reliability.”

The K-9 Unit has been part of the State Police since 1963. The teams, comprised of a specially trained trooper and dog, are geographically assigned to all troops within the state. The patrol dog teams are also cross-trained for drug detection, cadaver detection, and explosives detection. All teams are trained and certified to New England State Police Administrators Compact (NESPAC) standards, as well as the United States Police Canine Association (USPCA) standards.

So in theory there should be NO question about the credentials of the Cadaver dogs and handlers on both sides here, Law Enforcement vs. Regular Citizens.

The dogs and handlers acquired by the team are no doubt qualified but the NHSP discredited them after watching the video’s supplied to them on Dec 7th 2018.

“If the dog has the proper training in picking up the full range of scents of human decomposition, his accuracy rate is about 95 percent, said Sharon Ward, a cadaver dog trainer in Portland, Ore.

“So if a dog says it’s there, there’s a darn good chance it is,” she said tonight. “They’re pretty darn accurate.”

“How old can the skeletal remains be? Hundreds of years, said Cat Warren, a cadaver dog expert from North Carolina who published a book, “What the Dog Knows: The Science and Wonder of Working Dogs.”

But she and Ward both warned that the dogs are like people. They do make mistakes sometimes.

“The dogs are not magic,” Warren said. “It depends on their training.”

The certified and accredited Forensic Anthropologist and GPR scan technician was also discredited by the NHSP after they viewed the scan and read the analysis. I should add this is a world renowned company and admired Scientist of Anthropology.

NH AG Jeffrey Strelzin stated at the April 3rd press conference that ‘There was indeed NO anomaly, it was just a disturbance in the soil’……He also stated that…’The scan analysis never said there was an anomaly, just a disturbance’. That is untrue…..the documents we have prove different. Did You actually read the report Jeff Strelzin, one would think not..!

This is the analysis from the Forensic Anthropologist acquired by the team. This is from an expert in his field and a World renowned comapny in the Ground penetrating radar field.

The author surveyed accessible basement areas and covered 40m2 (454ft2) with 83 GPR profiles. This
included (56) 900MHz profiles and (27) 350MHz profiles. GPR Profile locations (Figure 1) maximized the
coverage of the concrete slab. The GPR data revealed a relatively complex but seemingly stratified
subsurface environment. The general stratigraphic profile is interpreted as a basement material of glacial
till and/or bedrock, capped by at least two distinct soil strata which are in turn overlain by likely fill material/
surface preparation for the concrete slab (Figures 2 and 3). This stratigraphic profile is consistent across the
basement, with some variability in the depth and thickness of the till/bedrock and soil strata, as well as the
likely fill/surface preparation material.
Anomalous targets and anomalous stratigraphic indicators were not common. This could be due to the
complex nature of the sub-slab materials, as anthropogenic disturbances are often masked by
inconsistencies in naturally-deposited units. More likely is that the basement was excavated to a specific
depth and saw few major subsurface impacts prior to pouring of the slab. One likely sub-slab utility line
was observed in the vicinity of the oil tank (Figure 1; Figure 3); this could be the oil feeder line mentioned
by the tradesman (see above).
A potential sub-slab disturbance area was observed near the oil tank and electrical panels (Figure 1; Plate
3). This possible disturbance appeared near the end of GPR profiles P12, P13, P14, and at the beginning of
Profiles 008, 009, 010, and 011 (Figure 1). The reader is directed to Figures 2 and 3 for GPR profiles and
interpretations across the anomaly. The anomalous area appears beneath the slab and fill/surface preparation
material, is approximately 1.0 meter wide (3.2ft), and ranges in maximum depth between 75cm and 150cm
(2.5ft to 5ft). No GPR profiles were collected under the oil tank, so it is not clear if the anomalous area
extends in that direction. This area would be logical choice for future excavation efforts or minimal-impact
coring investigation.


Analysis and interpretation of the Wild Ammonoosuc Road GPR dataset revealed one subsurface area with
signs of a potential vertical disturbance. This anomalous area is situated near the oil tank and electrical
panels (Figure 1), and is roughly 1.0 meter wide (3.2ft) and between 75 and 150cm deep (2.5ft to 5ft). This
area would be a logical focal point for future excavations.
As ground-penetrating radar is a remote sensing technology, the interpretations herein are based on the
authors’ experience. It is critical that the potential disturbance is ‘ground-truthed’/ visually verified through
excavation, coring, or other sampling methods. This would improve the interpretation of GPR profiles,
verify or refute the presence of the disturbance, and possibly determine the source of the Anomaly.”

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So……Jeff Strelzin says that they brought in 2 cadaver dogs to the location on Feb 20th 2019 and did not get any hits for human remains.

The Murray team brought in 2 cadaver dogs on 2 separate occasions a week apart, Nov 25th 2018 and Dec 1st 2018 and got 2 positive hits for human remains.

So……Is there a 5% chance that the dogs acquired by the team were wrong….Sure there is..!

But…..Is there also a 5% chance that the dogs used by the NHSP on Feb 20th 2019 were wrong….Sure there is….!

We of course do not know the actual results of the NHSP dog searches on Feb 20th 2019, we are going by what has been stated by LE.

Did the NHSP video the 2 cadaver dog searches on Feb 20th 2019 at the 92 Wild Ammonoosuc rd property..?

We also do not know to what extent the cellar and area of the anomaly was excavated. How close to the field stone foundation wall was looked at scientifically and forensically.?

The NHSP was supplied with the teams cadaver dog searches as well as the GPR scan analysis on Dec 7th 2018. Within a week of receiving this information and evidence the NHSP started a behind the scenes smear campaign to discredit the cadaver dogs, their handlers and the GPR co. as well as Forensic Anthropologist that performed the GPR scan.

It was very obvious at this point that the NHSP wanted nothing to do with the evidence and was doing everything in their power to stop the dominoes from falling into the inevitable events that would take place on April 3rd 2019.

The NHSP went as far as calling in both of the teams dog handlers for interviews and were told to bring all their credentials. Both handlers agreed and had no issue sharing their credentials and track records.

Consider the fact that Jeff Strelzin stated in his April 3rd press conference that after reviewing the dog videos and the GPR analysis that there was NO probable evidence to justify a search at this location. So this was a decision more than likely made very early after receiving the items from the team on Dec 7th 2018.

WHY if the NHSP said there was ‘nothing to see here’ very soon after reviewing and discrediting the teams evidence did it take them until Feb 20th 2019, approximately 2 months, maybe more to make a decision to go to the location with their own cadaver dogs. Upon performing this search they found nothing and had no positive hits according to AG Jeff Strelzin.

Feb 20th 2019 NHSP go to the home of Cecil Smith on Bunga rd for an unknown reason.

Feb 20th 2019 at approximately 8pm Cecil Smith committed suicide.

The NHSP have said they discredited all of the teams resources and acquired evidence.

BUT… the NHSP went to the location with 2 cadaver dogs on Feb 20th 2019. No Positive hits…!

Cecil Smith commits suicide the same day that NHSP are at the location with 2 cadaver dogs and just a few short hours after NHSP were at his home on Bunga rd.

Tuesday March 5th the NHSP and the FBI are on scene at 92 Wild Ammonoosuc rd.

Big Question is……..WHY if the NHSP had already supposedly discredited the dogs, their handlers and the GPR scan did they choose to go to the location on Feb 20th 2019 with their own dogs and upon having negative results did they in-turn come back to the same location on March 5th 2019, almost 2 weeks later this time with the FBI in hand..?

I have a hard time believing as I’m sure many others do as well that they just did not go through all this and especially excavate the cellar just to rule it out. They said they already had according to Strelzin. NHSP has stated previously because of the funds available it was not going to happen.

So…..REALLY what was the actual catalyst for the FBI to be brought in IF indeed there was ‘Nothing to see here’..?

What was up with the April 3rd media blitz at 92 Wild Ammonoosuc rd location and WHO spilled the beans to the media that this was happening..?

Was the April 3rd search of the cellar a play by NHSP to try and finally just stop the narrative once and for all, did they play a card from their hand as to try and diffuse a very sensitive subject and squelch the online community chatter and speculation..?

IF indeed the NHSP knew there was nothing there but proceeded with the excavation of the area in the cellar and did this in front of the world would it finally appease Fred Murray and his family and stop the Merry-Go-Round of online speculation..?

OR……Was the April 3rd search and media frenzy a ‘killing 2 birds with one stone’ effect. Was it a well planned and orchestrated attempt to give Fred Murray what he wanted but at the same time slap him and his family across the face once again in front of the world and say…..’We told You So’

From My observations at the scene and at the Courthouse it would seem that it was a pretty well laid out plan to steer the narrative…….. but a couple of the players did not stick to the plan once at the courthouse. 

Strelzin told the Murray family in private that the dogs their team used…”Hit on a dead rat”

“Boston Magazine January 28, 2014

The first police officer arrived at 7:46 p.m. “It was obvious that she had been drinking,” says Jeff Strelzin “Fred has been a difficult person to deal with from the beginning,” Strelzin says. In Maura Murray’s case, Strelzin will not say how often law enforcement monitors online forums, but concedes that the police are “aware of things that are said.” He adds that “nothing fruitful” has ever come from the DIY detectives.”

Pushing the buttons of the NH AG Jeff Strelzin actually supplied a bit more fuel to the fire and got him to show his true colors. I have to say Jeffrey Strelzin did not act professional after the press conference. That’s not a good look or representation for the state of NH. jmho

This post is not meant to be an argument about the location and whether or not the search was proper, that cannot be determined unless we are able to view the documentation and see the location in person. We have to trust it was done properly.

This post is not to argue that there may still be a body at the location, but personally I don’t think it can be ruled out 100% without further info to go on. I am stuck on the 95% right as far as cadaver dogs go…..and the 5% just does not give me a positive hit. I feel as though if there is definitely nothing there now…..there could have been previously. As to how long ago, who knows.

What I do know is that the investigation into Maura’s disappearance and murder will not stop. We will move forward and with more vim and vigor and support every day.

**********************   WE THE PEOPLE WANT ANSWERS   *****************************

Time to bring Maura home so she may rest in peace






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Thirteen Minutes – A Matter of Life & Death..?


April 3rd 2019 started out as a day of hope that this location would reveal the location of Maura’s remains but unfortunately that was not the case. There was no end and closure to this 15 year nightmare.

This location was of huge interest back in 2004 and continued to be for the past 15 years. In late September 2018 I received information from a hairdresser at a local salon about a house close to the scene and that a plumber had been working in the cellar during the summer of 2004.

When working in the cellar which had a dirt floor and while burying a fuel oil supply line to the furnace he came across a small bone that he thought to be human. The plumber completed the job and showed the owner the piece of bone and told them where he found it and he left after that. Not sure what happened to the bone fragment.

Some time later,  not sure as to the actual timing on this the plumber returned to the home because he realized he had left an expensive tool there during his job. Upon returning he went to the cellar to retrieve the tool and noticed a newly poured concrete floor.

The story created immediate interest in that location and it became the focal point of the team investigation. The owners graciously gave us access to the home.

On Nov 25th 2018 a highly trained cadaver dog and handler entered the premises and there was a positive hit on the easterly side of the cellar and up the wall by the electrical panel and the oil tank.

On Dec 1st 2018 another highly trained dog and handler entered the building, the same results were obtained at this time.

On Dec 1st right after the cadaver dog exited the building there was a Certified Forensic Anthropologist on scene highly trained in GPR testing and analysis. He scanned the complete cellar and had no idea where the dogs had their hits. His analysis was that there was an anomaly in the exact location the dogs had hit on. His analysis did not reveal any other such anomalies in the whole basement.

Because of the results of the dogs and the GPR the info was given to the NHSP and the FBI on Dec 7th 2018.

NHSP goes to home on Feb 20th with cadaver dogs and as Jeffrey Strelzin stated at the April 3rd press conference…..Their dogs did not get any hits in that cellar.

On Feb 20th the NHSP went to Cecil Smith’s house for an unknown reason. At 8 pm Cecil Smith committed suicide for an unknown reason.

On March 5th the NHSP and the FBI went to the scene but we are not sure what they did on this visit to the location.

On April 2cd and 3rd the NHSP and the FBI were at the 92 Wild Ammonoosuc rd location. We received notification of the Wed April 3rd search on Tuesday evening, April 2cd. It is unclear what was done at the location on the 2cd.

The Murray team had a Certified Forensic Anthropologist on scene but they would not allow this person in the home to watch the process.

There were several Media outlets on scene including Fox Boston, Bob Ward, WMUR, NECN, News 7, Bernie Marvin from the Bridge weekly and a few more. There was also a News 4 chopper in the air.


About noon the NHSP told everyone they had to leave the area and go stage at the Grafton County courthouse complex where Jeff Strelzin would be holding a press conference at 3 pm.

This is the press conference at 3 pm after they had spoken to the Murray family in private. Jeff Strelzin was condescending and had a smirk on his face the whole time.

During the press conference Strelzin discredited the teams cadaver dogs and handlers as well as the validity of the GPR scan.

During the private meeting with the Murray family Strelzin told them that “the dogs they used hit on a ‘DEAD RAT’….”……Absolutely unbelievable.

Fred at Press conf
Fred Murray speaking to the media after Strelzin…..Heartbreaking

Fred at Mics

Fred Murray speaking to the media after Strelzin spread his Frosting on the Cake of the lies and Bullshit that has surrounded this case from day one, Feb 9th 2004…!

So…….After the press conference everyone was standing around outside the courthouse. I was speaking with Col Wagner of the NHSP trying to verify a couple things. Jeff Strelzin was standing about 6 ft away from us and listening in on the questions and of course Col. Wagner’s answers.

Strelzin then said something and inserted himself into the conversation but directed it towards me. I was asking him about the inaccuracies and inconsistencies of the case and all the problems and issues that surround it.

Strelzin look

Strelzin then stated the biggest issue and problem about this case was John Smith

He stated this several times and that was when I just pointed at him and gave him a glaring stare. I was told later that there were like 6 cops standing behind me waiting to pounce on me at any second.  

This was when GC Sheriff Steigler told me I had to leave the area and go to my vehicle. The whole time I walked backwards and yelling at Strelzin in front of all these reporters and cops.

Book cover

As I was being forced to leave the area and walking backwards just focusing on Strelzin I just kept saying…….

“what about the 13 minute delay in calling out FD & EMS, What about the Saturn not hitting a tree, what about not following protocol by calling out FD & EMS, Do you realize that if they had called out FD & EMS as is protocol Maura Murray could still be alive, What about the scene being staged, Why did Jeff Williams want to speak to the head of dispatch at 7am the next morning, Why did Jeff Williams request the FD log on Tues Feb 10th”………What, When, Where, Why and Who

I don’t even remember all the questions but there was a lot.

Once I was back at my vehicle with Sheriff Steigler I was much calmer because of the distance between Strelzin and myself.

We discussed the GCSD dispatch logs and I will be making an appt. to see him and discuss the 3 different versions the Murray family received back in 2004. That will be sometime next week, the week of the 8th. 


This is not just going to go away……Not Ever…….

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MAURA MURRAY WENT MISSING UNDER YOUR WATCH – Who is to Guard the Guards Themselves.?

Just thinking out loud here ……. Some things for You to Ponder

What do Attorney General Jeffrey Strelzin, Rick Forcier and 1 other classmate Thomas U. and his brother Scott U. from Goffstown High School class of 1980, former Haverhill Chief Jeff Williams, (Chief) Sgt. Cecil Smith, NHSP Trooper John Monaghan and a couple other unnamed local law enforcement officers have in common.?

Important note…..Cecil Smith committed suicide last night (2/20/19) at approximately 8pm. RIP….. This is all that is known at this time.

All but 1 (one) of the above was in the Haverhill / Woodsville on Feb. 9th 2004, at least to the best of our knowledge one of them was absent. We have not been able to confirm the whereabouts of that one person as of yet.

What do these people have in common with Maura Murray.?

All but one of them was in Haverhill / Woodsville area to the best of our knowledge.

Maura Murray was last seen in Haverhill / Woodsville NH on Feb 9th. 2004 at the Weathered barn Corner on Rte 112.

At least 3 of the people named above were at the scene of the Saturn accident or very close to the scene. BUT let’s NOT forget about the 2 bystanders, still unidentified to this day.

What do these people have in common with the property now under heavy scrutiny after 2 positive Cadaver dog hits as well as a conclusive GPR scan indicating human remains was found.?

What do all these people and this property very close to the accident scene have to do with 1 local Fireman on scene that night.

Why did this Fireman adamantly state that he was not on duty that night.?

When I contacted this fireman in 2004 and 2005 by phone for an interview he insisted he was not on duty. I stated that I had in my hand and was looking at his signature on the Woodsville FD log for the night of Feb. 9th 2004. He said that was not possible.

Again it was stated to him that his signature was on the log and he hung up on me.

The second call to him for an interview was very short. I identified myself and just wanted to ask him why his name was on the log if he was not there and he did not sign it. His response was…….”I was not working that night, end of story”….and then he hung up.

What happened on Feb. 9th. 2004 at around 7 pm close to the Weathered Barn Corner and the Westman’s house.?

Who was at the scene that night and in what capacity.?

How many witnesses are there to the events of Feb. 9th 2004 at the WBC.?

I personally feel we are closer to the answers than ever and everything is tying together the longer and deeper we dig.

The connections are surprising and what is behind it all certainly explains The Silence in a Small Town.

But one fact that can be stated without pause is………That…….

Maura Murray went missing on Feb. 9th 2004……AND IS STILL MISSING.

The rest of the people above are all well and accounted for……But Not Maura..!


Fred Murray and his family and the thousands of supporters will not stop until they have answers.






3 monkeys positive thinking

This is Cecil Smith transcript from the Oxygen Doc

Click to access ecfcd6_2c1e7ef0843142aab5183a0ae46ef1c0.pdf

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Thank You on behalf of the Murray Family and all those that have devoted their time and passion on this Mysterious case. Your involvement could be the catalyst that could help bring closure to this 12 year old case.


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What difference does it really make whether the Saturn hit a tree or a Giraffe…!

Is this going to solve the case…?

Will conclusively determining this factor actually lead to any further clues which would supply information to bring a resolution to this case…?

Will the contents of the gas tank in the Saturn provide further information that would lead to a resolution in the case…?

Feb 9th will be 19 years since the disappearance and if and when the 2 above issues are answered it is my personal belief that neither one will produce one iota of usable content in determining anything that we don’t already know and definitely will not bring forth any great revelations.

But Joe Anderson continues on Reddit pushing the tree and fuel tank issues.

The continuous regurgitating of this info only feeds the newbies to the case.

If you read my blog post I think you will get my take on the tree issue.

My ‘MagicDrone’ & ‘PotatoPancake’ Reddit Profiles ~ Posts and Comments

Although my John TruthSeeker Smith Reddit account has been permanently suspended all of my previous post and comments from my older accounts are still available at the above links.

Please check it out. Lots of thinking outside the box.

Thank you


The Ramblings of Jourdan Foust aka Gingermod at Reddit

Reading posts and comments from this person is like trying interpret gibberish and have it makes sense. There ain’t a chance in hell of that happening…?

Jourdan and Joey Joseph Anderson are quite the pair. Let’s hope the don’t procreate. Fingers crossed 🤞.

Joseph Anderson – Excuses are a Sign of Weakness

Joseph Anderson stated months ago that he was going to subpoena information from Twitter about certain accounts. He also stated that he had filed the subpoena through the Grafton County Superior Court. He also stated that that was rejected because it had to be filed in person.

So after this Joseph stated that he had to drive to Grafton County Superior Court in Haverhill New Hampshire to file the document. He also stated that he did indeed drive to the Grafton County Superior Court to file said document and was told that he could not do that. He had to have it served to Twitter himself and then it would be added into the documents pertaining to the civil lawsuit he is pursuing against me in the Grafton County Superior Court. He also stated that he had the document notarized in a building next to the courthouse.

Joseph has been promising to produce this notarized subpoena to prove that it was actually executed but to this day that document has not been produced and every time he says he will produce it there is an excuse of why he cannot put forth the document which he States has been notarized.

So……. What is the deal with this document and why is he playing this game about showing myself and the community the notarized subpoena to Twitter…?

And another question that should be asked of Joseph Anderson is why he is ignoring the fact that my counterclaim has been dismissed because of his motion to dismiss my counterclaim…?

if you notice in the document from the court it states that the motion was granted.

Why is Joseph denying the fact that my counterclaim has been dismissed…?

And considering that Joe Anderson believes that he has won the summary judgment because of the fact that I defaulted on answering the summary judgment. Does that not mean that he has actually won the suit and that this case should be judged upon by the court and the lawsuit would then be over.

A default judgment does not constitute a guilty verdict….. It just means that the summary judgment was not answered. But it has no bearing on guilt.

It sure seems like this is being drawn out a long time and as we will know Joe likes to prolong things, so what is his actual motive behind his actions.

Below is an email from Joe on April 18th

On Mon, Apr 18, 2022 at 11:04 AM Fulk Stop <fulkstop0000@> wrote:
File my motion to compel, Bron. Everything is on my older laptop and believe it or not John’s case isn’t my top priority. I DO have other things going on in my life. You will see it when it you see it. I gave myself a self-imposed deadline of tomorrow, if that doesn’t work for you, I’ll push it back tl Wednesday. I’m not going to be pressured into rushing the motion. Sorry. 
Let’s not forget, I already won Summary Judgment. 
I filed my Motion to Dismiss John’s Counterclaim right after I won Summary Judgment, and the Court hasn’t ruled on that yet. So I have a Motion that I filed months ago that hasn’t been decided. 
Every step along the way in this process, there’s been pressure on me. I already won the case, so the ips are just EXTRA  evidence I’m gathering to show people it’s John. 
So you’ll get it when you get it. I have other things going on right now. I said tomorrow I will file my Motion, but where the Court hasn’t even acted on my Motion to Dismiss yet — after MONTHS — it may be months to hear anything on this. 
John can verify I filed my Motion to Dismiss months ago. 
So be patient, or don’t. I’ll still continue with it, and you will get the ips, whether or not you keep pressuring me. 
These things take time. 

There is a lot more than meets the eye behind the whole Joseph Anderson and Jourdan Foust aka Bonnie and Clyde duo.

And now it seems as though Joseph Anderson has jumped in the ring with Jim Connolly on Reddit as a tag team against me.

This Speaks For Itself ~ Letter to FBI from Deez aka Jourdan F.

Dear FBI- attention George Alvarez and the Agent I spoke with in the Akron FBI office (I cannot remember his name):

 The man responsible for sending multiple threats, John Everett Smith, birthdate July 3rd whatever year he’s like 63, 64 of, Union St., Littleton, NH. Is at it again, or more appropriately, hasn’t stopped, appears to be escalating.

 He is a former Littleton Police Officer from 1981-1981, when he was allowed to resign for use of excessive force (if I recall correctly.)

 Also if you have trouble locating him, he became a New Hampshire League of Investigator PI, at the behest of Fred Murray circa 04-06? To investigate his daughter, Maura Murray’s, abnormal disappearance, 18 years ago 2/9/04 from Woodville, NH (Haverhill PD).

 John, although being a licensed PI, worked the Murray case solely, free of charge. And, although letting his license lapse in 2010ish? And going on disability for unknown reasons, he remains a daily active poster, as he has since 2004, on multiple social media platforms. 

 He is John TruthSeeker on reddit. He is Detective Columbo on Websleuths or topix or tapatalk or all of them.

 Most recently on Twitter as BizArtZamySt1 formerly @Truth Seeker Investigations oh that’s his email, his former Twitter @jwolfman53..

 Another way you can find him, is by searching the NH Superior Civil Court records. He recently lost a defamation lawsuit brought by Joseph Anderson of Massachusetts, long story short John impersonated Anderson and amongst other disturbing emails, THIS IS WHERE THE ST. JOHNS BOMB THREAT COMES IN!! Detailed his murder of Maura Murray. John did not contest any allegations in the 100 allegations he could have contested.

 Now. If John Smith aliases, TrollAssassin and Dan Weidmann (@protonmail) had ceased his threats and harassment of targeted members of the community, I would not be writing you, the FBI, about the fear for my safety.

 I am the one who submitted an anonymous tip concerning John’s threats to murder every police officer in St. John’s NB Canada, blowing up the police department there, before he decapitates a youtuber’s (Armchair Detective, real name Eric Collins) son and rape Eric’s ex-wife with said decapitated head, I think he said he’d kill Eric at the end, it’s hard to keep track.

Eric lives in the same city as the targeted PD and John has been tormenting him for 6 years.

 Now, the Akron FBI agent I spoke with multiple times assured me if I received threats to report them and they’d be addressed. Surprisingly I have received threats! I have reported said threats! I see the FBI tagged on these email chains and yet nothing.

 I am forwarding you a seemingly innocuous interaction between Joseph Anderson and John Smith, where Joe is explaining I need a break, but he will keep John updated on the IP addresses he has subpoenaed through winning the lawsuit.

 What I see in John’s response concerns me greatly.

 I believe he is responsible or at the very very least aware of the reason behind so many missing people in New England, not to mention the ones who have been discovered, usually off the highway, in the woods, in ponds, almost always dismembered, deaths usually determined stabbing/strangulation/blunt force trauma.

 John’s brother discovered the decomposed dismembered body of missing women Pamela Webb, off the side of a highway in Franconia, NH.

 John also has a blog, he’s taken it down, it’s archived. He’s stated he believes whoever killed Molly Bish is most likely responsible for the murder of Holly Piirainen and he connected these to a third, Abigail Hernandez, Maura Murray, Brianna Maitland.. TRISH HAYNES I recall now there’s SO many. 

 Trish Haynes missing woman found dismembered in a washer/dryer combo at the bottom of a pond I get it shit happens, sickos, what I DON’T GET is, according to a newspaper article where her family was interviewed, they were asked by the New Hampshire State Police, when her body was eventually identified.. “Can you keep a secret?” 

 I feel that is so absurd is has to be made up, but I don’t see any denials, so..


CHIEF WILLIAMS WHO TF EVER, Haverhill ’04 can get reassigned and make his way to DC and it’s all well and good, EXCEPT.. this is the important part, these cases, they’re unsolved, they’re attempted to kept secret and, here’s the kicker,  PEOPLE KEEP DISAPPEARING.. weird.

 I’m no FBI agent or anything, but when Hannah Hubbard disappears under suspicious circumstances from Littleton, NH and is labeled a “runaway,” when Brianna Beams skeletal remains are discovered in a quote SERIAL KILLER DUMPING GROUND and I see the same cases in clusters in different parts of the country example PA FL TN LA and I know as fact that although John Smith calls himself a “lifelong New Hampshire native” he had lived in Florida and Louisiana and doesn’t denied when asked, I know something MAY BE OFF HERE.

 I have also read the NYT article from 2006 about the million dollar trafficking ring run through the St. Regis Mohawk Reservation, straddling NY-Canada border at the Vermont line. That a man named John Oakes indicated and imprisoned on trafficking charges, was mentioned in correspondence between Helena Murray and Beth Larson in 2004 that he needed looked into. I am SURE it’s coincidence he resided in Woodsville in ’04. John Oakes has a very sick brother Paul Oakes, known to upduct women stranded on the highway, Vermont NH border mainly, cops used to set up bait cars try and catch him.

 If you haven’t stopped reading by now, then what I am attempting to express that the reason anyone, be they journalist, or random poster, is run off from the Maura Murray case and in fear for there lives, with good reason, people have been stalked, suspicious deaths linked, as well as suicides. I believe Beth Larson was blackmailed, she committed suicide, there is a favorite troll account John Smith uses called “Pomkik” he makes disturbing videos, just made another one couple days ago, I don’t have time to find it, you already have it, look at Eric Collins 10 emails a day he includes you on, anyways RayKelv is an alias just Google the fucking blog.

 There is a video, I believe of Beth Larson, singing karaoke. There is another video, I believe of Beth Larson, participating in a BDSM electroshock session. 

 John Smith is not capable of creating all the disinformation, no one person is. It’s what you people refer to as an organized criminal enterprise specializing in intercontinental trafficking. 

 I call them motorcycle gangs, specializing in intimidation and doing the dirty work of others, for example the Mafia, mix in some sick perverts and a copycat killer or two add LE incompetence and corruption stir in the Indians autonomous land and paid disinformation trolls and you have a formula that shows Money over Justice. For shame.

 Sarah Alfieri a friend of Maura’s one of the last people to see Maura alive, doesn’t talk, people think she’s scared, I know her daddy is in the Mafia, there’s an article written about him. I know John Smith talks about NH being a dumping ground for mob victims, I know John Smiths brother owned an excavation company?? Something to do with the mountains. I know John Smith was a snow plower in 2004, I know John Smiths alibi for 2/9/04, according to him is “I dunno think I was home, sleeping probably, don’t remember..” as a layman even I know that means he has no alibi. I know Fred Murray has multiple reports of abusing his daughters, from different unrelated sources, different years. I also know that Fred Murray stopped at 8 different ATMs on his way to UMASS to visit Maura the weekend before the Monday she disappeared. TECHNICALLY Fred, was the last confirmed person to see Maura Alive.

I KNOW KATHLEEN MURRAY KNEW MORE AND HER SECRETS DIED WITH HER IN VERMONT AT THE CANADIAN BORDER. premature death, cancer, drug and alcohol addict. I know she lived with Saint Francis, that’s a person, not a church..

Maura said her Saturn didn’t drive well, Fred came to town with a brand new car. Maura totaled it. On purpose imo. If you talk to former track teammate, Podcaster, and the only person Fred will allow to interview him, has said privately (as she is very protective of Fred) that the night Maura totaled his car (Sunday morning) when Maura went back to his motel “He [Fred] really, Really yelled at her, he feels bad and blames himself for Maura leaving.”

What I know hear is “I don’t wanna go on this run my Saturn doesn’t work,”

No problem use this new car,

“oops I totaled it,”

 *punch in the eye, get your fucking ass in that Saturn it drives I’ll show you.

The last known ping on Maura’s cell phone was Londonderry, NH. I assume this was after the ATM stills that took 15 years to release, but I don’t know as fact. 

People say the scene was staged, people get very angry, the locals, the eye witnesses changed their documented original statements after being interviewed by Fred Murray, John Smith and Scott Wahl. Scott another suspicious intimidating person, federally indicted for masturbating to pictures of Maura on the anniversary of her disappearance, no not for that that’s sick not illegal, it was interspersed with viewing child pornography, read the indictment titles such as “gang bang of 13 year old” “vaginal insertation of object into prepubescent girl.” Now, naturally Scott’s charges were dropped, as the FBI failed to get to his laptop on route from Florida before him, Scott was then able to take the hardware out of computer and fuck with the ports so NOTHING could be recovered. Oh and an FBI agent who was part of the Wahl raid ended up committing suicide as he had child pornography on HIS computer. Truth is stranger than fiction amirite guys??

This will be the last correspondence to you from me. Do you know how to use the wayback machine? It’s a website that archives posts. I ask because although you are the FBI, the Agent who called me frantically trying to find the tip I sent him, had to be told to clear his cache and refresh.. still nothing? OK did you CHECK YOUR SPAM FOLDER. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh. Spoiler, spam folder. I have pictures of art John Smith posted on Twitter during the search for Trish Haynes. I believe he put a photo of her standing next to him in the center of this art. Followed by cryptic “tick tock running out of time” tweets accompanied by gifs of the game operation. @BizArtZamySt1 its archived, find it. I’ll look for it and send it to Trish Haynes family. What LE did to them was disgusting and when LE acts more inappropriately than the criminals, it’s time to say something. 

You already have all of this information read Eric Collins emails.. read the screenshots he posts, that’s the key.

It’s my belief John is tired, whether he gets his hands dirty or is just a cog, he’s more brilliant than you and he is telling on himself. 



I do not care if you read this and think it’s another crazy email from one of those looney toons. 

I do not care if I am wrong about my assumptions or what you think of me.

What I’ve stated is factual and can be verified. 

I will be expecting a call from either the Akron FBI or Agent George Alvarez out of NY, directly handling this case, by Monday addressing that this has been received, being taken seriously and reassurance I am protected as was promised by you, the FBI.

I will be forwarding this email to the Department of Homeland Security as they became involved since it was a threat to Canada. I will also be forwarding this to other state FBI and state agencies I believe have connected cases. Not surprising Florida and Pennsylvania are top of the list. Followed by the Carolinas and Tennessee. 

I considered Vermont, but as they seem as complicit as NH I don’t feel safe. Maine will be receiving this email. Not Massachusetts I don’t feel safe the Boston FBI knowing about this, considering their questionable ties to notable gangsters, but Rhode Island and Connecticut as well. Fuck it I’d send it to the US Marshalls and ATF, but again not greatest track record with keeping business and pleasure separate. 

As I am not anti-government nor am I a conspiracy theorist. So I am well aware it is possible for you to root out the cancer that’s infested your agencies.

Lastly, and unfortunately I am not the first person, probably not last either to say these words from someone involved in the Maura Murray case: 


There’s another, Daniel Jackson II of Lydon, VT. He is known John associate. Goes by BootlegPass on reddit. You guys actually already have the emails containing not so veiled threats of sending someone for me, I better prepare myself for forced sodomy.. but I’m sure it was a joke. Ha. Ha. Daniel Jackson junior claims state troopers raided his house on Mauras birthday last year, accuses myself and Joseph Anderson of calling 911 and reporting something. We have no idea what he’s talking about. I wouldn’t snooze on Scott Wahl either.

I am immediately forwarding this email to two trusted friends of mine, familiar with the case, with written instructions to keep this email confidential, unless something happens to me or I see more covered up kidnappings and murders. Then they have my permission to forward this to the New York Times and any other news organizations they deem necessary, Associated Press and New York Times will at least be receiving this.

I wonder if they are aware the responding officer to the Saturn’s accident, Cecil Smith, killed himself a couple years back. The Department of Justice visited Cecil a few hours prior to his death. It’s been reported he was in the early stages of dementia. He loaded two guns sat at his kitchen table held one to each temple. We also know Cecil experienced years of targeted harassment, mostly I believe originating from John Smith. Eric Collins received a lucid well written brief response from Cecil via email the night before. I believe Eric asked him an innocuos clarifying question about the police cruisers.

The reason we know Cecil used two guns to kill himself is because former US Marshall Art Roderick, who worked on the Maura Murray Oxygen series with Maggie Frelang, called Scott Wahl either the day it happened or the next day to tell him what happened. Scott Wahl knew before the news. That’s weird, or not who gives a fuck.

I give a fuck about myself my family and friends. I give a fuck about people trying to help the Murray’s committing suicides. 

To be very clear. I do not give a fuck if you EVER find Maura and / or figure out what happened, let alone actually get her justice. 

She was added to ViCap couple months ago, probably placation. I started wanting to find answers for Maura. I no longer care about that.

I care about me and my loved ones.

I care about the related victims, finding them justice, bringing this sickness down, if Maura gets solved in that process cool whatever. 

I fear John Smith, Daniel Jackson II, Scott Wahl and Fred and Julie Murray.

If something happens to me, they are involved.

Thank you so very much Akron Bro (my nickname for you cause I don’t remember your name and you don’t bother to follow up on my reported threats.) And George Alvarez, for keeping your word and my faith in our government, by assuring my safety and arresting the guilty parties. I’ll be expecting your call by Monday.


Currently alive and unraped targeted victim

Jourdan F

(Deez phone # removed)

p.s. The use of Confidential Informants is a serious problem. I’m not stating this as fact, call it intuition plus being well-educated, or at least literate, it’s all over the news. CI’s are either low level drug addicts targeted by LE or worse than the ones they inform on and could quite possibly be the single biggest reason the Maura Murray et al case hasn’t been solved, food for thought.

If my tone comes off as terse I promise it is pure frustration, so instead of waiting around to be the latest fileted meal de jour of this ring I decided to do something about.

Have a good weekend. 

This is another email written by Jourdan on April 17th 2022.

I thought this needed recognition as well considering she is supposedly trying to stay away from all of this drama and the case.

But yet here she is in all her glory…!

On Apr 17, 2022, at 6:55 AM, Deez Nuts wrote:

Oh my it finally learned how to put the punctuation inside the inverted commas, brava.


 I think Styd L, whomever they may be, is correct, the person who penned that email definitely has latent sexual feelings for Billy.

IMO that leaves 2 possibly 3 suspects:

 1. Butch Atwood

 2. John Smith

 3. Maybe Tim Carpenter 

As 1.5 of those people have passed (TC had a stroke?? idk) then the author of those disgusting emails and possessor of erotic Rausch feels is undoubtedly, John Smith; like who else 😀 C’mon man!


 ARE you the current NH chief of the “not connecting the decapitated dots” department?

Isn’t it weird, for decades all these people go missing, or end up in household appliances and NH is all, “No Danger to the public.”

You’re doing a terrific job if the Trish Haynes NHSP motto “Can you keep a secret” is a real thing.




Hey is that Littleton girl un-runaway yet, Hannah Hubbard? What about Meghan Marohn, has she been located? I’ve heard the usual LE tripes, it’s fucking strange at best.

Try and like have a good day and catch a serial killer, or 10. But let’s not get ahead of ourselves. 

Thank you,


p.s. Jellybean, u know it’s weird to accuse someone of the most heinous acts thinkable, on a daily basis, publicly, and then wish them, although a “soulless goblin,” a “Happy Easter!” 



Joe Anderson aka Fulk revealed my Lawyers Email to the Maura Murray Community

the games never seem to end with this guy. My lawyer is now inundated with Spam emails from several proton accounts.

a brazen attempt to muddy the waters

Throwing People Under the Bus ~ The Real Story

Blogpost under Construction

A Matter of National Security…?

is it possible that The Disappearance of Maura Murray has something to do with a matter of National Security..?

and I ask this question under the possible assumption and speculation that Maura could be alive or deceased.

Mechanically Speaking ~ Erinn Deborah Larkin…..Say What..!

This is part of the transcript from episode 33 of the missing Maura Murray podcast with Tim and Lance and they are interviewing Erinn Deborah Larkin.

As far as the Saturn goes and the statements that are made by Erinn, it proves that she does not know a thing about cars or motors and the way they function. During this interview she states that her father was a big GM guy and that both of her brothers are mechanics. Well if she learned this information from her brothers then it is also noted that neither one of them have a clue about how an engine and its cooling system works. I wouldn’t let them look at a Matchbox car…..much less my own vehicle.

First of all the can of alumaseal was in the trunk as part of a emergency kit that Fred had made up for her. There are several items included in that kit including an old Hospital towel which Fred has stated was found in the tailpipe.

And I will also note that Fred Murray told me that he was instructed by the police to take the towel out of the tailpipe on Friday February 13th 2004 when he viewed the vehicle at lavoie’s personal garage.

Fred retrieved a hidden key on the Saturn and started the vehicle and drove it outside into the lot. The car started right up and was actually drivable

Okay so… If the Saturn was having an issue with a leaky heater core which is behind the dashboard on the firewall of the vehicle this would mean that small amount of fluid would probably leak out but more than likely it is going to be mostly Steam and you would never be able to drive the vehicle at all.

As far as the Saturn possibly having a blown head gasket and as stated by Erinn Deborah Larkin that that would cause the vehicle to be running on 3 cylinders is incorrect information.

If indeed the vehicle had a blown head gasket then fluids and steam would leak from that area and cause the coolant levels to drop and the vehicle to overheat. If you drive the vehicle long enough and the engine is not cooled it will Toast the motor.

But having a blown head gasket does not cause a vehicle to run on 3 cylinders. More than likely if the vehicle was running on just three cylinders it was caused by an electrical issue in the distributor / coil or the wires going to the spark plugs or fuel injection system.

The smoke from the tailpipe more than likely was caused by an issue with the engine oil mixing with the exhaust of the fuel and exiting through the tailpipe of the vehicle. This smoke would be darker and more noticeable.

Also we should note that if … and I am saying if there was a possible issue with the coolant system and it was a blown head gasket, it would be an internal breach that would allow Antifreeze to mix with the fuels exhaust and create a light colored steam vapor. Most likely not even noticeable.

If you think that you have a blown head gasket and it is exiting out the tailpipe of the exhaust system all you have to do is take a towel and hold it in the palm of your hand and put it over the end of the exhaust and you will be able to feel the pressure and when you take the towel off you might feel dampness and if you smell it you will smell antifreeze if there is indeed a leak.

If there is a problem with oil and it is entering the exhaust system and coming out the tailpipe it will be a darker smoke and you can do the same thing with a towel and when you take a white towel off after doing so it will be stained and almost black because of the oil being emitted through the exhaust system.

and when it comes to the soda bottle containing antifreeze and alumaseal… I’m not even going to address that. The statement is absolutely ridiculous and ludicrous.


Okay… I will say this about the soda bottle. The statement about putting the soda bottle under the hood to use as an overflow or exhaust for the fluids does not make any sense. An overflow tank is a reservoir to hold excess fluid if the car does have an issue. So you wouldn’t put a soda bottle or any type of bottle under the hood and add coolants to it because then it no longer becomes an overflow tank.

Actually General Motors did start using Dex-Cool as a coolant in their automobiles. Dex-cool is orange.

Dex-Cool is ORANGE…….NOT RED. ..!

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